Friday, April 22, 2011

twenty second.

i've been in a very melancholy mood these past few days.



my former wedding date is approaching. brings back a lot of memories, of course. i am dissapointed and still hurt by the fact that i'm no longer getting married.



and, of course.. there's just been many things adding to it. i'm very emotional, everything is making me cry, i'm in this reflective mindset and i can't help but wish-at times- that i could rewind. just for a moment. my sisters and i... we had the best childhood.

i think heaven will be much like being a little girl again. running free, laughing, no cares. and together. with my sisters. my family. and Jesus. together.

1 comment:

JoLynn said...

I hate to see you in pain. Most of pain I hate not being able to take the pain away. You know God has great plans for you. I love you my friend.