not much.

signed into blogspot to discover that a draft i had written a few days ago posted on accident... charming.

in the least possible grinch-like-way, i am so ready for the holidays to be over. i have not had the greatest week. i have had a difficult month. and actually, overall, it's been a milestone year.

for the past several days i wasn't feeling so well. one day it was a fever, the next day it felt like a flu.. then just a cold.. i'm honestly really confused with the difference between all of those anyway. every day has been tough. every song heard has made me long for my dad. every hour seemed to drag. i have prayed and wept and spent more time sleeping than i would care to admit.

i understand that most of the beauty in life is the struggle and growing part. i understand that maturity comes with hard lessons. i understand that the endearing stories are the ones marked with tragedy and triumph.

sometimes i just wonder at the cards i've been dealt.

sorry, guys. next post will be more cheery. i would continue to encourage you to embrace every moment of your life.. thank you for reading, thank you for caring enough to share a moment of your day with me.